I wonder if it's because I haven't been able to be outdoors for so long that I’ve grown so crazy abo
ut everything to do with natures can well remember there was a time when deep blue sky, the song of
birds, moonlight and flowers could never have kept me spellbound. That’s changed since I came here.
For example, one evening when it was so warm, I stayed awaked on purpose until half past eleven in o
rder to have a good look at the moon by myself.bt as the moon gave far too much light, I didn't dare
open a window.
Another time five months ago, I happened to be upstairs at dusk when the window was open. I didn't
go downstairs until the window had to be shut.
The dark, rainy evening, the wind, the thundering clouds held me entirely in their power.it was the
first time in a year and a half that I’ve seen the night face to face.
Sadly, I am only able to look at nature through dirty curtains hanging before very dusty windows. It
’s no pleasure to looking through these any longer because nature is one thing that really must be e
xperienced.